Honey, it is natural that a man wants to have his own child. Man`s psychology works otherwise, he needs his own and it doesn`t matter what it is. Women has a maternal instinct and a desire to take care of children. For a man is more difficult to accept someone else's child. Especially if he is healthy and young. Why are you so against to a pregnancy? During thousands years, women have become pregnant and given birth. Your age is normal for this. I knew women who have become pregnant after 40 Think what's important for you. Do not you want to raise your own child? It's great to have particle of yourself in this world.Well, good luck to you in the trial as well, let me know if you hear anything about the start date getting bumped up! I'm trying to stay positive about everything, but it's so hard not to think about the what-ifs...the wait is going to drive me crazy!! Talk to you later.